I finally caught Covid-19, after three years of keeping myself clear. It began with a headache, a dry cough and a runny nose. But within 12 hours I was lying in bed shivering. T piled blankets on top of the duvet. But still I shivered and shook. My temperature was sky high and my head was pounding like mad. ‘I’ve never seen you so ill,’ she said. I lay there drifting in and out of consciousness. It was as if I was in the grip of a tropical disease (which I suppose I was). The test confirmed I had the bug. ‘You look like death warmed up,’ said T, with cheery bluntness. I tried to smile. It was more of a grimace.
Three
terrible days ensued. But by the third, my temperature was reducing. I managed
to sit up in bed long enough to eat a little food. The next day, the sore
throat began. It quickly went to razor blades every time I tried to swallow.
The virus also went into my larynx and I lost my voice. It was miserable. However,
the bug still had some tricks up its sleeve. My chest became extremely sore and
I began to cough up yellow mucus.
By the
start of the second week, my temperature had returned to normal. But I still
had a bad chest and my sinuses were all bunged up. I was quarantined in the
bedroom. T nursed me, always wearing a mask, and brought me food on a tray. I
took another test. I was still positive. The bad chest and sinus symptoms
continued for the rest of the week. I got very depressed. The GP had classified
me as clinically extremely vulnerable. Was I never going to get over this
disease?
At the end
of the second week my body went into a horrible prolonged spasm. I was burning
up, my head was thumping, my chest and throat were aching, I couldn’t stop
coughing, my eyes and nose were streaming. I was shivering and extremely
thirsty. I drank pint after pint of water, but that didn’t seem to have any
effect. I collapsed into bed.
I woke
to an exhausted calm, feeling completely burnt out. T had been on to Dr Google.
She told me that the spasm was probably caused by my own immune system going
into overdrive. Over-stimulated by a strange animal virus, my own defences were
attacking me, putting my organs under threat. Apparently this had been the
mechanism behind the deaths of many people - even the young, healthy and fit.
I took
another test. Surprisingly, it was negative. But I still felt awful. I was
coughing up yellow gunge and my sinuses were bunged up. T was relieved. She
could take off her mask and relax the quarantine. Allowed to walk around the
house, I found I was as weak as water. I had to rest after even the mildest
activity, mental or physical. I watched plenty of TV and DVDs. And T continued
to nurse and feed me. Over the week, my sinuses cleared but my chest was still a
problem.
I was in
the shadow of the virus. But I had survived. Thanks be to God, and T. Although at
times it’d felt like a close run thing. No-one knows how badly Covid is going
to affect them until they get it. I’d received all of the vaccinations. The
last one had been six months previously. So I suppose its protection had pretty
much run out. I’m now three weeks in and still feeling groggy with a sore chest.
I know it’s going to take me some time to properly recover. I’m crossing my
fingers and hoping that the virus hasn’t done me any lasting damage.
